Senin, 20 Juni 2016

My Journey of being myself . . .

I am back.
Some of you may think “Who is she”.If you think so,try to remember me.I have no reasons why I am out of  word press recently.I should not say recently,it’s been a long time.
I realized recently I have been living a boring life.All I do is eat,work and sleep.Other than these three things,there is much more beyond this world.It seems I stuck myself with in the four walls,some thing seems to be missing and I feel empty inside.I have lost the track of my passion.I don’t remember exactly what I enjoy,what I like.It’s been five months since I logged in to the word press.I lost interest in everything  and I have no answer if  you ask the reason.
Answers are my smiles when people asks “Why there are no posts recently?I am busy .”My mind knows I have lost my passion .My answers are NO when my friends ask “Is anything special ? Shall we go out?.It took time to realize that things have been boring in my life.I failed to appreciate and thank my friends  for trying making me happy during these days.
One year passed so faster than I thought. Everyone’s life has  ups and downs.It’s time to wake up from wandering thoughts. I want myself to remember and examine what I like ,What I want to do and what my dream is .Later I don’t want to regret by saying myself,” I should have enjoyed in my younger days”.I have no idea right now what I am going to do .I can’t turn out my life to be the way I want,but I have the confidence to enjoy whatever comes in every moment..Anyhow,I will take things slow.
I a feeling relieved after letting out my emotions. Okay, I am done with all the boring part in writing and sorry to be pessimistic if you feel so..To be frank,I had forgotten my birthday till few days back.Yes,I turn 23 tomorrow[May 4].I hope I can start fresh from this day.What else can be a good day other than birthday.I am glad I am going to spend my birthday with my best friend.
Here is the birthday note which I wrote for myself.
“There are much more interesting things awaiting in your life.It’s never late.Life is a beautiful journey.Makesure to travel till the end and make memories with your loved ones”.
make-a-wish
I am grateful for your kindness and love all this time.Thanks for the likes and comments and follow.Thanks for the  concerns during my absence in word press,I am glad to meet you all again.I missed all of your beautiful posts and I will catch up with it soon.